So here I sit slighted.
Too many emotions to type
I just have to write it.
A song to sad to sing
I have to cry it.
When I close my eyes…
I see myself die as he spreads your thighs
Then you bungee jump from my eyelids.
What was better than us?
I’m crushed-
A particle of pain floating on dust
As I watch the bubble of trust-
I had in us bloat and bust.
Your words flung towards me,
Weaving through a wilderness of trees,
With lies for leaves-
And struck my soul like arrows.
My hopes let me sore through the skies of your eyes one last time
Then nature released her sparrows.
